Posted Feb 19, 2013 by 2 Comments

I’ve seen slums in South Africa, rural villages in post-soviet Ukraine, places where I expected to find poverty.

Seeing poverty there, at times I have been strangely unmoved. There is injustice, but it’s expected injustice. It’s another country, an oppressive government, or a terrible past. That’s where injustice is supposed to be.

Coming to work with Shepherd Community Center on the near-east side of Indianapolis, I expected a certain amount of poverty. Anyone who’s been to the city knows there are a few homeless people, a few panhandlers. Perhaps some families struggling with disability or addiction or language barriers.

But what I found here was nothing like what I expected. And I find my heart breaking in a way it never has before.

Tent Town?

My first shock came when I was invited to visit a homeless camp. A miniature tent city right in the heart of Indianapolis.

This blew my mind. Tent city? TENT CITY? Tent cities happened in Haiti and Kenya and warzones and disasters. What were they doing here?

It’s true, the camps in Indy don’t stretch for miles, they’re multiple and dispersed. A dozen under a bridge, a handful in the woods behind a parking lot, a gathering by the railroad.

But they are tents, nonetheless. With winter coming, snow falling and breath freezing, there are people who live in tents.

I never expected to find Indianapolis residents spending the winter in tents.

I never expected to find Indianapolis residents spending the winter in tents.

I thought to myself, “okay, now I’ve seen poverty in Indianapolis. Now I understand the injustice”

But I hadn’t seen the homes yet.


Many of the houses here are older, maybe some peeling pain on the outside, but nothing terrible. They look just a little run down.

But once I stepped inside I saw it was a very different story.

There are houses with decaying walls, molding ceiling, insect infestations, and woefully outdated heating systems. Some have broken plumbing and may periodically fill with the smell of stale sewage. Others are simply depressing, with peeling wallpaper, cracked windows and water that smells of rotten eggs.

None of them seem to have enough room.

I’d figured if someone wasn’t homeless, they had escaped poverty. Maybe they hadn’t made it up that ladder to wealthy suburbanite, but I wouldn’t consider them mired in injustice.

That was before I met mothers who were turning off their electricity to pay for food.

By the Bootstraps

I knew this wasn’t the story for every family. There were families who worked hard, who saved up, who renovated their house. These families were dedicated, responsible, and the very model of ingenuity. Surely they had escaped injustice?

Unable to afford heat, fireplaces and space heaters can result in housefires.

Unable to afford heat, fireplaces and space heaters can result in housefires.

I was able to speak to the daughter of one such family. When she was a young child, her family crossed the border from Mexico. When they moved to Indianapolis the house they lived in was in deep disrepair.

While balancing multiple, minimum-wage jobs her parents not only managed to repair the house, but to buy it. They are now proud homeowners of a house worth being proud of.

This daughter, following the hardworking example of her parents, worked tirelessly in school. Despite difficult, even dangerous conditions there, despite having to learn a foreign language on her own, despite everything this world could throw at her, she graduated. She finished high school a member of the National Honors Society, and graduated and the top of her class.

I was floored. The National Honors Society has not only academic requirements, but acts of service, leadership, and character as well as a demonstration of civic duty. I was never able to make the stringent requirements myself, but I could recall the kids who did. They went on to get scholarships, awards, practically their pick of university.

But she gets nothing.

Top of her class or not, her immigration status disqualifies her for most scholarships.

This passionate, dedicated, hardworking girl finds herself trapped and frustrated, pursuing a two-year degree in a community college. Sacrificing to pay without financial aid or the scholarships she had worked so hard to earn.

The Last Straw

Minutes from injustice, a thriving city.

Minutes from injustice, a thriving city.

This was the last straw. I wanted to shout,

“It’s just NOT FAIR!”

At every level, there was injustice. Homeless or housed, graduated or not, there seemed to be no escape. Coming from the suburbs, growing up in America, I had heard over and over again that if you work hard, if you fight and try and are smart and creative and dedicated, you could do anything.

I’d met homeless people educated in law, homeowners working two jobs and trying to fix their house, students creative, intelligent and dedicated and STILL they were suffering. Because of where they were born, or where they lived, or who their parents were.

More than any other tragedy I’ve seen, this made me mad. This broke my heart.

But for the same reasons it broke my heart, it also gives me hope.

Fountain by the Desert

I think the reason this makes me so upset, is that only miles away an entirely different world exists.

The scale of the poverty at Shepherd can only be matched by the scale of the wealth in suburbia. When I describe where I come from, I say things like

“Almost everyone has college degrees” or

“Health insurance is the norm, not the exception”

This second statement has actually inspired a gasp, followed by “really?”

But it is in this very thing, this unbelievable concentration of wealth and education only miles away, that I find my hope.

My Dream

I imagine that one day, these two worlds will come together. That the people from the suburbs will start visiting. Monthly, then weekly, then daily.

When communities come together, joy abounds.

When communities come together, joy abounds.

I imagine that first they will come because they are curious. Then they’ll come because they want to help. As they get to know people, they’ll come because they care.

Slowly, unstoppably, the opportunity and freedom of the suburbs will find its way down to the east side.

Slowly, unstoppably, the hard work, the love, the community, and the deep knowledge of God that I have found ever-present on the east sidewill filter up to the suburbs.

And just like that, in a mysterious, amazing, God-orchestrated kind of way, two communities will become one. And the very injustice that breaks my heart will be used to heal many.

Where Dreams Come True

If this dream is to come true, it will happen at places like Shepherd.

In fact, it already is.

Shepherd Community Center is making this happen. At every level of society, they are bringing hope and love.

Providing relief and advocacy for the homeless, while offering Bible studies and a church community for them as well.

Providing healthy meals for families, fighting the epidemic of heart disease while also lightening the workload of chronically overworked parents.

Providing education for children, a top-rate Academy that offers not only a disciplined and safe learning environment, but a spiritual foundation as the children learn about God and His love for them.

There is so much more as well. At every level and in every crisis Shepherd is bringing hope. And it is their posture that makes them so effective.

They come as servants, not imposing solutions but offering them. They ask questions before they give answers and want to empower others before they use their own power. For THIS reason, Shepherd could be the bridge, IS the bridge between communities.


Just as my heart has never been broken this way, I’ve never seen such ready and overflowing hope. Never envisioned such possibility. Never witnessed an organization that is bringing such healing to both the served and the servants.

Shepherd Community Center: bringing materials to some, meaning to others, and Christ to all.

Imagine what’s possible…

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About the Author: Brad Miller is a year-long fellow with WND. A student of Psychology, Biology, and Theatre, he's worked as an actor, teacher, balloon artist and last-minute fill-in guy for any number of projects. He loves camping and tinkering with broken and discarded things. Brad's passion in life is to unleash the potential in others.

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  1. JimM said... 


    March 1st, 2013 at 11:17 pm  

    Very few people know about the tents here my friend, glad you were able to visit. They are in many respects much like what we see in places of the majority world, with one very painful difference. The tents in our city are within walking distance of great wealth. Walking distance…sadly this reality leads to heart break, or it leads to disdain in those who witness it. On occasion a feeling of Holy discontent emerges in the heart of those who visit…life for them is never the same. Thank you again this series.

  2. Dan F said... 


    March 12th, 2013 at 2:10 pm  

    Brad, thanks for your gritty hope in the midst of incredible heartache. One of your partners (LSA), uses the helpful language of “offsetting pandemics” in terms of the suburban and urban relationship in which you write. The concept is that there is an untamed Gospel of hope in places of poverty and devastation that is needed in the Church of Indy, and that the Church of Indy mobilized to respond to injustice is the solution for poverty-ridden places. The pandemics offset one another. The key is relationships existing between the two, while living as if our life is not our own but has been bought with a price by the One who our devotional books in this season are about. Sometimes we want to offer one-time solutions or events or fight a systemic injustice; at times important, but these practices don’t represent the reality of Christ incarnate – “He came and dwelt among us.” A lot of the injustices we come up against in the eastside along with the Indy suburbs can be tackled by a holy discontent of what is and living as if Christ in us will give us what we need if we simply respond. The question we should be asking in response to your post is not, “what am I doing for the poor”, but “do the poor know my first name?”

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